Thank you so much :* . I know your feelings … This is a disease that you will never leave behind you, but it is important that you learn to handle it in a healthier way . I hope that your cousin will be fine , I wish her a lot of strength in fighting with ana.
I have to leave tumblr for a while … Everything has changed . I’m more happy now . I don’t feel alone anymore .But I still feel fat . I’m fighting with ana , I’m trying to convince myself that food is not only calories which make me fat but It’s really hard .I don’t want anymore see doctors and all this conversations .I can’t stand that they’re controling me all the time if i eat .Everything what is related with my weight , eating is so fucked up .So please don’t hate your body , your weight and if you really have to - lose your weight health
I don’t have an eating disorder . I accept myself now just as I am . I just want to control my weight know and stay as skinny as I am now .